I wanted to blog last night cause I wouldn't sleep at all partly cause I was excited that he's coming back soon, partly cause I'm rather used to sleeping really late but streamyx was a bitch. so, bah.

Yeah my boyfriend is back for real now and the first thing we did was obviously we went and ATE MALAYSIAN FOOD WOOOOT so here ends my diet (which is a lie, it ended the day after I declared it wtf)

I guess I don't have to write about how I feel anymore right? Wrote about that the last time he came home. The awkwardness was still there but wasn't as bad as the first time.

Anyway I'm a very happy girl now, don't need an entry to know that do you? heh. It's so nice to have someone to talk to about every single damned thing again, to have someone to tell you you're not fat every single second, someone to tell you how much he loves you everyday, someone to make you feel a little appreciated, and someone to hold you when you feel weak.

Someone who doesn't care when you pick your nose in front of him and stick it on his hand cause he does it back to you too, someone who farts in your face and laughs till his face turns blue, someone who every single second awaits his opportunity to stick his fingers in your armpits and tickles you to death, someone who tries to lick your nose at the wrongest moment so that you smell the smell of butt wtf (you know how when you lick your hand then when it dries, it smells like your butt wtf not that I know what butt smells like duh i don't smell my own butt but it smells something like that! don't believe, try licking your arm now!)

The list goes on and on. I guess that's why I don't bother looking out for guys anymore, because i know i have the perfect guy here with me. I don't want to have to go through the whole flirting, not knowing each other, being uncomfortable cause you don't know what he likes, and all that again. I know the part when you learn about your partner is the best part, but for me, knowing each other so much and so well beats that.

I'm so looking forward to spending the whole summer with him, so looking forward to our holiday in Phuket this June, so looking forward to boarding the plane (andjointhemilehighclub cough) with him, so looking forward to eating plane food together!!!, so looking forward to spending a week in his college before going to mine, and I'm kinda looking forward to starting a new life in my new college.

'Tis shall be fun! For the first time in my life, I have so many things to look forward to. Not knowing what might happen 5 months from now makes things so exciting. Sometimes, you just need to loosen yourself and not expect so much. Maybe that's all it takes to be a tiny bit happier =)

I know the last part doesn't seem relevant/coherent to the entire post but wtf it does sound good ain't it!

Oh yeah I also want to blog something really serious that has been affecting me lately, something about racism but I'll wait till my new blog comes (cause got locked entries since it's a pretty sensitive issue)

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And for people who are looking for jobs, here are some:

"female usherers needed for a rave in 1utama this June, has to be 18 above, 5'6'' and pleasant looking. Call 0129343069 or 0122842444"

The pay is rather good I think but not too sure how much. Obviously you know why I'm not working for this one here. I called the person and told her that I'm 5'2'' and if I wear 3 inches heels and tiptoe a bit I'll be 5'6''! But she said they need someone who's 5'6'' so when you wear heels you'll be 5'9''

Siao where got girls so tall here in Msia! Anyway if you're that tall, you can go ahead and give her a call alright?

"Fernleaf roadshow starting in June for 3 months, work fri-sun only, 10am-10pm, RM170/day. Interested please call 0122987000"

This one is rather good cause the pay is high but I think you might have to travel outstation. Don't worry, they'll pay for your accomodation and food!

For people who are interested in freelance jobs, do prepare your profile so that you can send it to the agents ok? You just need to include some pictures (head shot, body shot), basic details and work experiences.

Good luck!

The boyfriend is coming back in exactly 3 days from now and my heart can't stop beating like crazy! Berdegup-degup (or berdebar-debar?) for the whole day whenever I thought of it!

God and I haven't decided what to wear yet! And all the other minute details like whether I should tie my hair, let it go or curl it, whether I should wear heels or pumps, whether I should bring a handbag or go without, which watch I should wear, what are the first words I shall say and things like that. It seriously is driving me insane. I'm not kidding when I say I lie awake for an hour every night just questioning things like these.

But then again, I can't possible overlook small details like these cause after all it's our first time meeting in over four months! First impression always counts, even after all these years. Should I hug him first or let him carry me up? Should I kiss him on the lips first or cheek! omg these are truly serious dilemmas.

Sigh but what do you know eh, people who have not been through long-distance relationship? *smug wtf

What do you know about not being able to touch your loved one for so many months? What do you know about being reunited after so long and got separated again? What do you know about the pain of arguing over the phone and not being able to make up physically? What do you know about being celibate for so long? What do you know about the feeling of touching each other again, the feeling of the first hug, the first kiss, the first everything?

Haha I'm such an arse. But I just wanna let you know that if you ever have to go through all this, you'll know how all the waiting is so worth it when you know you are going to meet again in mere 3 days.

3 days.

Sigh, I never knew 3 days could be thaaat long.

3 days.

All I can do is just shit sleep eat and he'll be in my arms again. That's not too hard, or is it?

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I have no idea why but I just feel like talking about my childhood. Back when I was still fat in Standard 6, I used to like this guy for an awfully long time, like 3 years? And that guy was also the heartthrob of the school wtf, and he used to date my popular best friend T___T

So anyway, I still remember all this as if it happened yesterday wtf. What happened was, this Mr Heartthrob liked to snap girls' bra straps. Don't ask me why but because of him, suddenly all the guys went around snapping girls' bra straps as if it's an epidemic.

And what also happened was I still hadn't started wearing bra yet. So I really wanted that guy I liked to pull my bra strap wtf so I went back to 'talk' to my mom about it. I still remember how nervous I felt then!

"Mummy, err..can buy err..bra for me?"

wtfwtfHAHAHAHHAAH. Yeah so she got me my first pair of bras and the next day, I went to school feeling like a grown woman *proud

And that was also the last day of school and all of us were happily throwing flour at water balloons and each other. Ahh, what fond memories. And the moment I was waiting for came..cause that guy finally snapped my bra strap!

Boy, you have no idea how happy I felt then. Like to be accepted, to fit into the norm, to be appreciated. glory glory..

But that moment of glory was replaced by shame when that guy went around telling people that I have no boobs. T_____T

Asshole wtf. I was only Std 6 ok! And he also said I was fat and he'd never like me to my best friend who obviously told me a few seconds later with much enthusiasm. That was my last memory of my primary schooldays which basically summarizes my entire time there.

Oh and I also remember this! When I was in standard 4, I was with my parents in 7-eleven when I saw condoms. I asked them what those are and like any typical Asian parents, they said, "don't ask so much lah"

So! what I did was when I reached home, I immediately reached fot the dictionary and searched for Condom. I didn't understand what the dictionary said at all, something about gloves for men's penises (i didn't even understand penis then) but I didn't want to embarrass myself, so I went up to my parents and rubbed my hands, saying something like "heh heh now I know what it means already! Heh heh heh"

And I only knew the real meaning of condom when I was 14, four long years later =.=

The end wtf I hope you were entertained.

BIG NEWS BIG NEWS!!!

ZE LAPTOP HAS ARRIVZE..




Okay I'm not a computer person but the specs are something like this:
-80GB hard disk
-2000mb RAM
-DVD/RW dual layer something
-15 months antivirus
-True life screen (glossy screen! not the usual LCD screen! i can use my laptop in the car you suckers!)

I bought a backpack and webcam too! since my webcam almost nyawa nyawa ikan already. Tsk ladies and gents, never buy cheap China brand webcam. Buy Targus wtf.


Glossy screen!

Sigh I suck at this technical stuff so I'll do what I do best wtf



Woot!

Oh yeah I found out the tricks behind these Friendster pan cute girls! All you need is a webcam and good lighting and..



voila! i look so cute hor wtf just add a little make up and photoshop and I can soon have the SuEtz I FULL, SuetZ II FULL accounts wtf


Playing with it =)

Click for bigger image. Look at the side thingy, so so cool. I can add other stuff in too!

I love you, nameless Dell laptop! What shall I name this love of mine? <3

Shit I gotta go out now. Will continue this post later!!

Ze boyfriend is coming back in 5 days! =D

P.S: Did I mention that I upgraded mine to Windows Vista Home Premium?? It's so effing cool yo! really, simple things like how the windows fade in and out and the uber cool graphics really make me happy! and the nice side widget thingy where you can add calendar, clock, puzzle game, memo!!!

God i'm so lovin' this! And since I bought this with my own hard-earned money, i think I'm gonna appreciate every single features it has! =D